In her book The Choice, Sister Kirsty, a novice nun, describes the ‘agony of spirit’ she was beginning to experience in intercessory prayer. (See pages 134-5.) Reading the papers and noting all the prayer requests that were coming in was bringing Sister Kirsty face to face with realities the like of which she had never known before. She was particularly disturbed by hearing of cruelty to children, and she began to suffer nightmares.
Eventually, she consulted a ‘saintly old monk’ about the pain and even damage that this was causing her. He withdrew deep into his cowl and remained silent for a long time, and then he advised her to lay aside reading the newspapers and watching the news for a whole year.
This shrewd and prayerful man knew that it is not necessary to be aware of every horrible detail of what is happening in the world in order to pray for it effectively. From deep within the depths of his cowl, he knew he could bring it all to the Lord, confident that this would move His hand to act.
For many decades I have been bringing news events, items and analyses from around the world to people’s attention so that we might translate them into prayer. But the monk’s advice holds true, and some of us may wish to take to heart and to bear in mind. From without our ‘cowl’ – our hidden place with the Lord – we can all pray, ‘Your Kingdom come, Lord, Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven, amongst the nations and in the heart of Your Church.’ We don’t need to know and understand all the details to be able to pray in accordance with His will.
It can also be helpful to take to the Lord just one person, place or situation as a representative of many – rather as when I go on retreat I do so to be with my friends in spirit as well as with the Lord, and to pray on behalf of those who are in special need.
Let’s use this very brief prayer poem as a starter for bringing our own prayers and petitions to the Lord, continuing in prayer where the words and music leave off. The music that accompanies it is from Sergei Rachmaninov’s Great Ektenia. ‘Ektenia’ simply means Litany – that is, a series of petitions in the Eastern Orthodox and Byzantine churches.
From deep within my cowl
Hooded by Your hand,
hidden deep within my cowl,
travelling far in spirit
from my regular routine ways,
in prayer, O God, I seek to move Your hand.
In the depths of my cowl
I have no need to hear the full-blown tale
of the awfulness that snares and befouls.
This I trust, that in these heart-felt pleas,
that stem from bended knees –
You will discern the tenor of Your own petition
for blocked and beleaguered souls.
Offered on the altar of my heart, in the temple of my soul,
make of these cries from one enclosed within,
Incense that rises before Your throne,a wider template
that tips the bowl to pour afar Your presence and Your aid.
On a completely different level I was also inspired by two Old Irish poems. The first that describes the ideal abode of a hermit set apart to seek the Lord, while the second celebrates the close affinity between a hermit scholar and his cat, both remain intent on their work!


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